I am such a pathetic loser.
And I say that wholeheartedly with no offense to myself! Haha.
It's just I've been causing my life shallow misery just because I feel it lacks some drama and luster. This is what I get for having such an overactive imagination. Bottom line is that, no matter how badly I want to be treated like a grown-up woman, deep down I am still a naive kid at heart and at height. Haha. Oh goodness, I am writing gibberish thoughts and clearly, I am not in my sane mind to put it here.
Gaah, let's just go back to regular programming, shall we? :)